My name is Christian Morano. I am Italian by birth, and moved to London a few years ago. I grew up in a dysfunctional family where I felt controlled and abused by my mother. On the other hand, I had no emotional connection with my father. 


In my early years, I started to experience same-sex attraction. I felt confused about my identity and this damaged my self-esteem. I hid this from my family because I felt ashamed and afraid of being rejected. Throughout my life I was very sexually active. I fell in love with several guys, and I found myself addicted to pornography. I used to think that I was born gay. In reality, I was looking for real love, acceptance and deep male connection; not for sex.

At the age of 18, I left home and got into drugs, clubbing and more sex. A few months down the line, I was left disappointed and empty, feeling mentally and physically sick. I returned home and ended up joining a new age group. It was a mixture of new age and Catholic Christian teaching, resulting in me becoming a religious Christian.
I got so involved and excited that after one year, I started a five year vocational journey in a Franciscan monastery where I made temporary vows of chastity, obedience and poverty. In my fourth year in the monastery, I attended a charismatic conference where a preacher asked God to wash everyone with the blood of Jesus. 

“Jesus held my hand and led me on a journey of healing and deliverance, bringing deep wounds and hidden darkness to the surface.”

Powerful healings broke out. I personally felt a vortex in my body, and I saw a huge demon in the spirit. I became more and more sensitive to the spirit realm. It is from that moment that I was attuned to the power of God in my mind and body. Jesus held my hand and led me on a journey of healing and deliverance, bringing deep wounds and hidden darkness to the surface.
One year after, I left the monastery. I had been feeling like I was part of a religious system,  and it didn’t make sense for me to stay on. Jesus is alive. He wants to have a relationship with you. It’s relationship over religion.
Through Jesus, I found my true identity as a son of God. I found my purpose and my destiny. Most of all, I found real love in a real friend. His love transformed my life and now I am a new creation in Him. 



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