My name is Christian Morano. I am Italian by birth, and moved to London a few years ago. I grew up in a dysfunctional family where I felt controlled and abused by my mother. On the other hand, I had no emotional connection with my father.
In my early years, I started to experience same-sex attraction. I felt confused about my identity and this damaged my self-esteem. I hid this from my family because I felt ashamed and afraid of being rejected. Throughout my life I was very sexually active. I fell in love with several guys, and I found myself addicted to pornography. I used to think that I was born gay. In reality, I was looking for real love, acceptance and deep male connection; not for sex.